Monday, November 10, 2008

When Your Mind Spins So Fast You Can't Think...

So...I am ready for several things:

Thanksgiving Break!
I miss my family! I'm ready to see them, and eat awesome food...not to mention that the break from school is going to be amazing!!!!

The Apologies Series:
Jason's got a set of messages set up for us to deliver to the community. Apologizing for the hypocricy of our church, telling them about our desire to change, and be worthy of the cause God has given us. I can't wait to see God move through this!

I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!! It is the BEST time ever, and I just can't wait!

And the BIGGEST!!!!!

My mom's sending in my papers today! That means its all for real! I really truly am going to another country to be the hands and feet of my Savior! I get to meet Petronila Jeaneth Rodriguez Cruz, the cutest, sweetest Guatemalan girl who is my Compassion child! She's nine and her favorite color is blue, and she likes to play tea party <3!!! This really marks the beginning for me, because this is what God wants me to do for LIFE! I feel like I'm really beginning to make a difference and lead the nations to Christ!

not near as huge....

I LOVE LOVE LOVE concert season in band! The songs we get to play, the level of music, and the range of emotion that comes with this time is just...the best! Sometimes I feel like first period's not a class, but a type of therapy where I can just let go and pour everything into the storyline of the music. ahhhhh!!!

Yes, there is tons to look foward to for me! Life is great, and it's all because I'm trusting everything in my Savior. He is the source of life, and love, and purpose for me and....I can't even describe! The things He's teaching me, wow!

I'm so ready! For what?


Don't get me wrong, life in Beccaland is not perfect right now, actually it's very tough. I'm extremely burdened about some things, and some people, but the fact that God is in control relieves all worry I could possibly have :)

School is tough, I made a B in Physics. I beat myself up about it pretty bad, since I really care about rank, and where I graduate. But as I was praying about it, God really just comforted me with the fact that I really did do my best. And He's proud of that. AND I'm not even going to use sciences in my career, so I shouldn't expect perfect grades. All Ican do is my best. Be happy. Chill out. Live life. Honor God.\

Thats what I got going right now